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Avey Tare & Kría Brekkan

In the city I wander
worms get smashed under
all those people are busy with things

And here I go crazy
and there I get lazy
like a calf that is growing six legs

My body's slowly
figuring out how
it fits in the moments of missing

Steady in my thoughts
I soften the tight knots
My stomach's alright, though it's twisting

On a beautiful surf
I found a seaweed person
in hot light reflected green on the sand

I was a little uncertain
that some things might hurt me
in the night I hid my eyes with my hand

Then off of the breeze
I heard a sudden burst and
in fright imagined thumps on the land

There is a house on the trees
where all the shadows work and
they don't make their plans your plans

And maybe I'm naive
to say you should just breathe
and float out of pain when it's hissing

'Cause here I sit crying
and she's not here, I am
I can't handle a moment she's missing

Then I eat with my people
and I laugh at the steeples
'cause Hell is my own bad thinking

I know that the rain moves
and enters the dream pools
and diamonds are days with fire

And you help the sneeze
for as long as you could
just to cast it to the sneezing void

I think I have a disease
that makes my hearing imperfect
but at least I make some wonderful noise

And back in the trees
I saw a shadow's birth, but
no one said it's a girl or a boy

You can take all you want
from another person
In the end you find you lose your voice

In the city I wander
worms get smashed under
the streets where all those people are busy

Here I go crazy
but there I feel lazy
like a calf that is growing six legs

My body's slowly
figuring out how
it fits into moments of missing 

ok, oficialmente crying. you were right i cant avoid my culture.

leggie blond.

hello. because i refuse to say goodbye...

'' The meeting of two personalities 

is like the contact of two chemicals substances::

 if there is any reaction, both are transformed.''

Many things have been happening and many new things have changed.
i left the story before some drama went down.. things got sorted out.

 im still broke but finally i have a house.
but today i will not write about the past...nor the future......

lets talk about now

I feel this sensation of warmth of being touched by a sun beam..sometimes we complicate things, but for a long time, things just didnt seem to flow, things didnt take the natural course and without expecting it..
boom!!!! brightness stares at me right in the face..I must admit, Im hard headed and after making a first contact, i thought of not replying anymore...i dont know why im just like that.
Im glad for the time, and the delightful conversations , the exchange of ideas, im glad for the long walks, for the kisses in the forehead..so many things without making sence made complete sence. you glow kid. you fucking glow.
The funny thing is how u can click with people...without saying much, we shared many things.
ie kisses in the forehead. i love that. always have always will..but i also find myself telling people kiss me in the forehead..
for some reason you knew.
Its very refreshing. Theres a sence of loss but the sence of something bigger was implanted...makes averything soothing.
thank you for  your  very odd presence in the precise moment.... 

 i needed this hit of light. this boost of energy , you just tickled my soul.
I hope i was able to give you this minty fresh feeling aswell.
im loving it, bittersweet as life is, but at least even if it was short...it happend

and im still shimmering, shivering.
ive cried my little tears, mostly of intense joy....its a sensation of being brought back to life....
Im alive, and Im breathing...and you just made breathing a hell of a lot sweeter.

May Norway find you well and may the universe bless the womb you came out from because you at least for me are a gift.

eternally takk.

Who am i fooling?

bueennas que tiene la laa laaaaaaa la la lala lalllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Oye abre tus ojos mira hacia arriba
disfruta las cosas buenas que tiene la vida

ENOUGH OF SADNESS
SPRING IS HERE and its time to bloom.
no more sadness.
no no no no no.
happy thoughts.
changes.
many changes.
Im changing my job ( in 2 weeks) house ( in 3 weeks) hair ( 1 week)
emotional make over
a new landscape to work with.
:)

el ke se acueta con muchacho amanece meao

so here is the deal my ¨friend¨
when u love, u give a hand, and when u cannot give a hand, your behaviour or act changes among the people you fucked over, to show simplicity, to show this aint no fight, to prove that u are indeed sorry.
but your not. because the way you behave is like you couldnt give a fuck que me esta llevando el mismiso diablo.
again.
with friends like you i fear my enemies..
at least i know what to expect from my enemies...

how could you be so doctor evil?

Im still dealing with the fact that I dont want to hate you, yet you bring out me a side that I dont know...you bring out hate, and u bring out violence...I've never been this way, so i must control this shit.
Talking talking talkity talk talk.
fuck off.
My room is my room, my space is my space, my shit is my shit.

Se acabo lo que se daba.

Aint no body steeping on me ever again.

this is very delicado.
I think I should tell them peeps im out.

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Kanye West - Heartless from universalmusicgroup on Vimeo.

Im trying ( maybe not hard enough) to put myself in your shoes.
and Still..I dont quite get it..
time will tell what the fuck..no?

so the question is....

If im the one who got fucked over..
you are mad, apathetic, quiet because?

again...fuck off.

atropello deliberado porque sí, por quitame esta paja, por comodidad linguistica no LO TOLERO MAS.
delante de mi, quien diga una puta ves mas...sudaka de mierda, se puede morir y de ti, mucho menos.
Going back to sleep.

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i thought i would be so mad today...but im not.
:)
im actually relaxed.
thank you.
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ive been up and running since 8am.
son las 0 and i feel like i need sleep.
ya, es la hora 00:00..im an alien.


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